With this in view
I am including extracts from a few of the many letters that passed between
Nicholas Bhengu and myself. They will reveal much better than I can describe
aspects of Bhengu's disposition as a human being, faults as well as virtues.
They show his immovable toughness in rejecting any hint of an intrusion
into the administration of his black Assemblies by well meaning whites.
The careful reader might also discern in the vehemence of his declarations
a regrettable tendency to react suspiciously and even hurtfully against
fumbling attempts to help, and to assume guilt when suspicion was totally
uncalled for. Those of us who loved him brushed aside this fault by fondly
saying "Bhengu can be a bit of a 'prima donna'".
The first quote is from a letter I wrote to him on the 6th September 1974,
here are one or two paragraphs from it,
" Dear Brother Bhengu,
Brother Noel Scheepers has told me something of his discussions with you
last Friday, and in particular he stated that the Rhodesian brethren, brother
Stegman and I had made J…K… an apostle over the work in Salisbury.
May I ask you most sincerely to accept that nobody has thought (let alone
decided) that K… should be an apostle for the work in Salisbury.
Your leadership is accepted unequivocally and all anybody in Rhodesia wishes
is to see you firmly in control of the whole work there."
Nicholas Bhengu's reply took me by surprise. It was intense, confrontational
and explicit. It reiterated the policy we all had worked on for a number
of years. As far as I was aware nobody wished to violate it. I print the
letter in its entirety, dated the 23rd September 1974
" Dear Brother Bond,
Greetings in His name. It is with a confused mind that I'm writing to answer
your letter briefly as I'm on my way to UK.
We have built the African work from nothing and with nothing. We have been
highly misunderstood, misconstrued and misrepresented. We've fought until
we were emancipated from the quagmire of foreign Missions of different
countries and diversified home policies. We remained with you South African
white Christians thinking there is now peace and harmony.
Our policy is clear and above board. We do not and have not changed an
iota.
1. We are one body/the church, where there is neither black nor white.
In Africa as in all other non-white countries, it is the white Christians
who built a thick wall around the white community and also around the church.
We had to develop our spiritual concept on this ground. These differences
and encapsulations or segments were and still are very harmful to the body
of Christ/the church. The political outlook and attitudes, ambivalent and
dangerous as they are, affected the church world and resulted in resentment
and total rejection of the meaningless Christian message. God raised me
to present the meaningfulness of the Christian Bible and message to a hostile
world. We therefore resolved to preach the Word and condemn all elements
which pollute and affect the Gospel of Christ. We admit all saved and sane
people irrespective of their colour or attitudes, men of good will and
love.
I do not understand what is happening in the minds
of our white brethren. I reiterate
that: -
1. We work in the framework agreed upon long ago
that we lead our people to evangelise Africa's hostile millions.
2. We welcome financial assistance from our white brethren but no strings
or conditions attached.
3. We welcome all our white brethren's ministry whole heartedly but reject
their interference in administration and leadership. This is decisive and
important.
4. In Salisbury and Bulawayo I did just that, but the trouble may have come
from two sources : -
i. African “would be” leaders who carry distorted reports from
here to there
ii. A desire (presumably by the whites J.B.) for involvement in all aspects
of the African work.
This latter we flatly reject. We have valid reasons
for anything we say or do. In the first place the developed race
gap can
only start to be healed
by converting
the white Christians who have for generations practised segregation in
the church life – this is going to be a very slow process
and a long range one.
Secondly we are trying to reach a very hostile society which can be better
reached by their own leaders (the unbelievers). The imposition of white
brethren can
only lead to the end of our effectiveness in the Black Society. We, therefore
want your help in these categories : -
1. financial assistance to help us speed the gospel
of Christ
2. ministry of the Word
3. fellowship (spiritual)
4. liaison between the African church and the white authorities
and also between our white assemblies and our churches.
Finally, I say, if this does not appeal to our white
brethren – then leave
us alone to go it alone in all aspects! We are struggling to reach
the hostile masses threatened by the hordes of foreign ideologies
at our doorsteps. We are
on the verge of the collapse of our spiritual liberties, as events
seem to indicate. We absolutely have neither animosity nor bone to
pick or axe to grind with our
white counterparts – what is the panic for? What is it all about?
The fact that Matabeleland became a different district from Mashonaland
is a clear indication that white administration is faulty.
The fact that a war between K… and M… was entered into the ranks
of our white leaders is another proof of this.
The fact that the whites helped financially that I launch a campaign
(he is referring to a second campaign he held in Zimbabwe J.B.) in
Rhodesia and finally
took administration
into my hands which has produced peace, harmony and fellowship between
K... and M… there is now such fragrance in Rhodesia. Let us do the work God
has given to us with neither friction nor interference from anybody.
I hope this will explain everything to you.
Yours sincerely in Christ
Nicholas B. H. Bhengu"
In replying I thought it best not to attempt to correct
any misstatements or illogicalities. My reply was as tactful and placatory
as possible. The matter
dropped into the background.
There were other more serious matters upsetting Nicholas Bhengu at about this
time. I'm glad to say I was not directly involved in them. It was a rift between
Bhengu and other leaders of the Group, but it fell to me to mediate in what threatened
to be an ugly and destructive situation. Blunders had been made by some white
leaders. Bhengu's reaction was severe to the point of acrimony. Even the ever
placatory James Mullan was so offended that he wanted to sever relations with
Bhengu. In a very heated situation God gave me grace to plead with Bhengu for
tolerance and brotherly forbearance. The result was an interchange of letters
which showed a willingness in Bhengu to be entreated and a gracious humbling
of himself. Good relations between the Back to God Crusade (Bhengu's evangelistic
organisation) and the ministers of the Group were restored. A very gracious letter
followed from Brother Bhengu. Here it is
" My very dear brother in the Lord,
Your letter came to me last Saturday for which I thank you very much. God bless
you.
I must confess I have not in my life been so overjoyed over any situation
as I was when reading your letter. You have surely healed my soul once
and for all.
I do not get upset and concerned by anything that concerns me personally;
but when it is something that is going to harm the work so dear, so precious
and
so close to my heart, the only thing I have for my Lord and for posterity
of the African peoples, the work I have lived for, the work that I died
for, the
work that is everything to me / I get terribly upset. I could see the coming
of a very painful rift, not only between us but between black and white
and it grieved me very much.
Some things appear very painful at first sight but afterwards we find that
God was in them using them for the benefit of His work. Age is catching
up with me
very fast and there are grave and serious mistakes I had involved Gods
work in. These have been rectified.
One other most important facet of this temporary ordeal is THE WELDING
OF OUR LOVE, REINFORCEMENT OF OUR MUTUAL TRUST for each other, and the
unshakable brotherhood
generated by, first THE RIFT, which was the fire, then THIS TRUST WHICH
CANNOT BE DOUBTED EVEN BY A FOOL that is it not genuine and permanent.
To me and with
your letter has generated much greater love and trust, even than ever before.
All the past melted away like snow when summer comes. I ask you to forgive
my misgivings, hasty judgements and all my unwarranted feelings. I will
love and
trust you more than ever before. Now I will have prefect peace and rest
and complete confidence in you. You need not fear anymore repercussions
or misunderstandings
of any sort. Just speed ahead as before even more than before.
I believe I have said everything I wanted to say. I have no words with
which to express myself fully to you how happy you have made me today.
I feel so relieved,
so uplifted and so peaceful.
May the Lord bless and encourage you. I am always at your service anywhere
anytime.
Yours in His fellowship and service.
Nicholas B. H. Bhengu"
At about the same time he wrote another letter expressing fears for Africa.
It is worth quoting a few sentences from it in the light of the current
emphasis
on African culture and the African renaissance.
" I feel we should get two young Africans, first through a
bible school and then to theology. We need men to counteract two subtle
errors : -
a) Liberal theology which is creeping to Africa through liberal scholarship
given to educated Africans neither saved nor equipped with bible doctrine.
These fall
an easy prey and will saturate the African people with heresy
and error.
b) A very strong wind blowing in the third world (Africa) for resuscitation
of the African glorious past (falsely so called). You should
help some of the youth
towards theological degrees (UNISA)."
Reading the foregoing glimpses into Nicholas Bhengu's personality
one is aware that in them one is seeing the earthen vessel
with its cracks as
well as its
beauties. The treasure contained in the vessel is undiminished
in the splendour of God's gift. Bhengu could soar high above
his human
frailties. Before
he died he poured out the burden of his heart in an encyclical
letter to his people.
I cull from it certain statements sounding forth a message
that even now stirs the heart like the word of an old testament
prophet.
He
writes
" Money is the cause of all church splits and fights. Our principles and
methods are unique. Those who go against them desire to spend and
abuse God's money from
the people who are so poor and needy. Raise money and bank it
according to procedure and do not spend that money it is God's money and not
yours. Let
us not be hasty,
let us do things orderly and decently in all honesty and love.
I'm writing
these to remain as guidelines for your future after my departure.
I have taken no money from you for myself apart from what I take
for the work of God in other poorer countries. I have spent hundreds
or thousands
of rands
or dollars, which were mine by right, in helping church buildings
and workers, whether or not they say thank you I do not mind
for
what I have done I
have done for God and not for men. I owe you no money but instead
the churches owe me a
lot of what was my money which I put into buildings.
There shall arise men from among you who desire to live a high
life like white people, who will have properties, expensive
furnitures (sic). Others
will even
wear distinctive uniforms of identification. The spiritual
life will
go down – very
low and men shall be glorified and preaching will be mentally
devised to replace the Holy Ghost and inspirational messages.
But God will
from time
to time raise
men who will denounce these things and call people back to God
as I did. These will be greatly opposed and persecuted in the
very movement
I had established.
Watch for these things and remember I warned you beforehand.
In all money affairs there will be endless troubles.
a. There will be those who use money for their own agrandisment.
b. Some will overspend and place the church into endless debts.
c. Some will see an opportunity to get rich.
The church leaders and the church itself are both capitalistic
and scorn all social concern for the people. That is why people
hate
churches and
their creeds.
This is where the modern church differs from the early church.
The Christians and the church institutions cannot remain immune
and unconcerned
with the
physical needs of society and hope to survive the challenges,
condemnations and criticisms.
See that money is not abused by one person or a clique. The
whole assembly should be aware of what happens to the funds.
This is exactly
what I have
taught throughout
my ministry. Are there men among you who dare to live as I
have and teach as I have taught and walk as I have walked in
the church of
the living
God? Faithfulness
to God and honesty to men are a good maxim.
I have lived misunderstood, misinterpreted, misconstrued and
abused by reckless men from all sections and sides. These are
all very good
for my
moulding up as
well as humiliation. They were practical lessons to prove theories.
They helped to keep me low, selfless and self-effaced. I could
not ride a high
horse after
all my success for they were all His. I was glad when no street,
road or avenue in all the townships was named after me. My
life was buried with
Christ and although
I received great honours from the leaders of various countries
yet I was never elated to feel that I was above my fellow men
in the
street. I am
going to lay
myself down in death in real equality will all men of low estate.
Men who never went to school, never preached to thousands in
Africa and overseas.
I feel I
am worthless, I feel I am nothing, I feel I am nobody but God
took my life and used it for His own pleasure as useless as
it was. It
was all for His
honour
and glory. I was stripped naked.
My dear wife died and I was left forlorn and destitute." He goes on then
to discuss his family, including these remarks. "My eldest
daughter never departed from the way of the Lord inspite of all
her problems.
My youngest daughter is also rejoicing in the Lord and is a comfort
in my old life. So
there was nothing
in my life to be proud of. I spent money to educate people's
children and most
of them never said 'thank you' after completion and until now.
Thank God for two or three who are very much grateful, devoted
and helpful
to me. If
things
go against you do not despair or react. They all help to keep
you low and humble. Be a man of prayer, fasting and bible reading.
Pray always
and present
yourself
to God in secret and seek His face. His glory will come over
you and this is the only way to be effective in God's work. Never
pretend to
be an academic
when you are not one and if you are one, never be ostentatious
about it. Desire
no
titles unless those you can earn. Do not be sidetracked by any
temporal life but be wholly surrendered to God.
Speak well of all people and their ministers although they
belong to other denominations. Praise those who are good and
have rendered
good
deeds to
the church and nation – build
the church of God and remember yours is a mini church and there
is a Universal Unnamed Church of which yours is a member. That
church
is composed of those
who are John 1 11-13. All who have received Jesus as their saviour,
substitute and
Lord are your brothers and sisters irrespective of their church
affiliation. The names of our churches are our own inventions
and not God's! Let
the Christians come together as God's children. Build the nation
where you are remembering
that you are part of that nation and you are in it for a specific
purpose for God.
Pray for all leaders in Africa, support leaders of your nation
and present Christ to them by all means. The church is the light
of the
world. The church
is the
salt of the earth and the Church should lead the Nation to Peace,
Unity and Prosperity."
My heart is stirred by these vehement words so full of the
rough-hewn eloquence of a preacher rather than a writer,
too replete and impetuous
to polish
his phrases or fill up the gaps in logic, but desperate in
the call to Godly manhood, service
and sacrifice. The words of an African gripped by the vision
to bring Africa to blessing by preaching to his people the
gospel of our Lord
Jesus Christ.
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